avrah-ka-dabra

I love you for many things
somehow I see you as a saint, then you speak so low and slow
it makes me feel like the luckiest woman alive
in a year you have taught me as well and inspired me
you're my best friend as well as my lover

really wish you were here by the end of this year
I just want to say that I'm sorry for being a pathetic and acted like a stubborn child
you've been so kind and nice, God is with you, He might be!
I'd like to apologize for what happened recently
you know I messed up everything, it was all my faults, shit happened! really!
and even I know that you won't possibly read all of this,
I'm telling that I love you this way, just the way I am